Part 1 of My Darkest Days:

                It all started back in January of 2018. One night I had went to go hangout with my now frenemy Nino at the Fire Department he volunteered with. He was hanging out with his friend whom is now my wife Aleiyah. Everything was going well and we were all hanging out etc all the time with no care in the world, just enjoying life, on our days off and after work. One night, my wife and I had went over to hangout at the Fire House after getting food an they wanted to play manhunt so we did. It was now my turn to go look for everyone, while the others had been out already we paged them over the intercom and nothing. I went to go look for them and found them both in a dark hidden space that goes behind the staircase. Now mind you Nino who was my so called Friend had dated Aleiyah, MY WIFE prior to getting together. Now imagine finding them like I did and being an OVERTHINKER! In my mind, I wanted to beat the s**t out of him but I had just kept my mouth shut. After that night I had made sure to keep a close eye on him to see if he was up to no good. I didn't trust him as far as I could throw him. Now its obvious why I didn't trust him but also the fact when they dated he was talking to other females as well. That's one reason why he "broke up with her but also because of me". He didn't like the fact I actually knew how to treat a female and kept a conversation.  Now, I know what you're thinking. How does this have to do with your mental health? Well it is one of the reasons that caused my anger and trust issues. Please stay turned and you'll be able to find out just what has caused my darkest days!

                                              TO BE CONTINUED IN PART 2.... 

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